Guess who is starting her attachment this Monday?
Das right.
Me.
Throughout this entire week preparing for myself for my internship (more so mentally), I find nervousness and anxiety overwhelming my excitement. There is no explanation for this.. fear.
And it is pissing me off.
Wai the fuck am I nervous? This is not rocket fucking science - Me to Nini
I took so long to email my Liaison Officer, twice as long to email my Company Supervisor.
I am definitely not prepared.
Probably because I have a classmate who will be my colleague and it makes me iffy? I never liked working with people I know. A sense of professionalism is gone because they know me personally.
There's also an incessant fear of messing up. Like, what if I cause losses for the company? What if they find me lacking compared to my classmate? What if I decide to shoot myself before I can even find out?
Ugh.
I need to pull myself together.
