Please stop making me feel hopeless.
Please stop making me feel helpless.
I would do anything for you but you just shoot down/dismiss every single thought I have for you. You make me feel so at a loss and I am supposed to just listen and accept that because I can't do anything.
You feel tired with life. You feel mentally shagged, emotionally drained and physically exhausted but you don't let anyone take a load off of you.
The boys refuse to help you, But when I offered, you asked me what I can do.
I can do a fuck lot of things, mom.
You say I can't drive the van because of the clutch, I'll fucking deal with it.
You said I need to stay home because Dad will feel lonely. Ask your sons who refused to help you to accompany him.
You leave me with feelings like this, what the hell am I supposed to do?
You unloaded your feelings on me but where am I supposed to release mine? No one would understand. No one would listen.
Everyone is so fucking selfish. They can't deal with their own emotions but they expect you to deal with your own.
Fuck you.
Fuck all of you.
