I've been in this position for nearly three days.
Sunday, 15 November 2015
Tuesday, 10 November 2015
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
How do you know if you have insomnia? Like, how bad should it get before your parents start to believe you? Because according to them, I'm too young to be an insomniac.
Though they have no idea I can't sleep at night.
To be honest, I'm not even sure whether I do have it since there's no diagnosis. But I've been having this problem since forever ago. I thought it could be due to all the insane mugging during O levels however, isn't it too long of a recovery period?
I just can't sleep anymore.
I attempt to though. Does that count? After a couple of hours, I would wake up and just curse at the fact that it'll be impossible to go back to sleep. This is including days where I have a busy schedule and I'm exhausted. I just continue to lie in the dark and count the seconds till I mock sleep when the alarms of my parents' phones start to go off.
And it'll be half an hour to my wake up time.
It's tiring yet I can't stop it.
Though they have no idea I can't sleep at night.
To be honest, I'm not even sure whether I do have it since there's no diagnosis. But I've been having this problem since forever ago. I thought it could be due to all the insane mugging during O levels however, isn't it too long of a recovery period?
I just can't sleep anymore.
I attempt to though. Does that count? After a couple of hours, I would wake up and just curse at the fact that it'll be impossible to go back to sleep. This is including days where I have a busy schedule and I'm exhausted. I just continue to lie in the dark and count the seconds till I mock sleep when the alarms of my parents' phones start to go off.
And it'll be half an hour to my wake up time.
It's tiring yet I can't stop it.
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