I feel extremely disappointed at myself for not being able to sympathize with a kid who never had as much exposure as I had when I was 9 years old. I should be able to teach someone so young with the knowledge I've accumulated but I just can't find the patience in me to wait and to educate. I just can't help someone who shows no intention on helping himself and I feel like I've failed as a human being in that aspect.
I feel selfish and indifferent when I said what I said to the kid.
Hey, I have my own homework to do.
The 3 words you've written, why don't you just submit it? Since you can't think of anything else.
Why am I a monster?
