My brain has been shutting down more often than not these days. I don't remember when I'm not blanking out.
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You're tired but you can't sleep.
You want to sit still but you feel compelled to get up and move.
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I'm not giving up but it's hard not to.
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What confidence? I'm a writhing mess of thoughts and insecurities.
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When reality shatters with so much force that you get lacerations of your own incompetence.
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Where can I go with my bagful of dreams when my heart is full of hesitations and doubts?
