Royal Ramble

It has been a while since I blogged and coming back with a fresher mind made me realise that I am not exactly a fan of the content I've been putting up. I know that it's my personal blog and I should not be bothered with what I put on it because it's solely for 'Mundane Musings'; but it's not making me happy. 

I feel like I'm making myself out to be a horribly angsty and an unsatisfied human being which in reality, I'm not. There's just those days where I feel lower than I should be and I chose to write it out. Which is the fault there because I should also be writing about the days where I feel higher than usual (not in a drugged up sense, lol) so that I could look back and tell myself that, "Hey, you just have a poor memory, that's all. Look at how happy you were that day."

Also, I feel bad for making you read sad things, when it's better to balance with happy things. I want to get somewhere with this blog, even if it's just me letting out my inner feelings. It's just that I want people to know that there are others out there who shares your sentiments, who relates to you and that you're not alone. And I'm upset that I'm doing such a crap job at it. 

Well, that's a ramble. My apologies.

I shall take my leave now.

*curtsies*